Beginnings

Beginnings are strange
Endings are stranger

I wonder how long does it pain
Does it ever die in vain?

I think not that I understand
I wonder when will I understand

It was never normal
I was never abnormal
It’s just about moving on
It’s just hard not to move on

The heart aches deeply but slowly
The feelings numb slowly but deeply

Old feelings, old illusions and old lands
New faces, new ideas and new lamps

Time flows in many ways
The heart stays and mind sways

Wishes wish until death
Did I ever say what I meant?

It’s you the heart always wanted
It’s me the mind always wanted