Structualism

Beyond and beneath the blue sea breeze
A desperate sailor disguises her despair
She scorns her sojourn in this succulent structure
Asking me to analyze its alluring rupture
Warning me not to wane her pain…
Gorgeously I graft away in grains


You see me out there and invite us
Conniving and twisting at your will
Changing and deforming as you will
Making me twist along side
A structure you are now
Do watch out for me…

You see me but I cannot see you
I feel you but you don’t wish to
You are everywhere
I am right here
Thinking...

I eat, sleep and live because of you
I wonder how you gave me the right to think!
With disillusioned eyes I often blink…
I am your slave…I think!

Did I exist for you?
You certainly do
Did you ever care?
I gave my life for you…

Hierarchies I never loved
But I see it in you.
I conquer you only to my hate
Please… set me free to my fate!

You exist in empty spaces
Still...I search for your traces
You make me and my fellow beings
Who gave you the right?
My brother loathes me…
Are you ashamed?
Yet, I bow to you…
Now... do you care?

Hope is the cause and cure
With you I will never be sure
My body is naked because you
It wants to be naked without you

Our ideas are your words
Your words submerge our ideas
My wisdom adds to your knowledge
Your knowledge ousts my wisdom

But when I overpower you
Illusions exists beyond you
For a while, your existence is true

We exist in our duality
I come from you
Into you
Still not you
Still within you

I try and understand your shapes
Only to forge your clandestine drapes

I feel the ability to transcend atoms
I fear the agility to transcend you

I seek my own freedom
You seek your own protection

Endless journeys begin with an ending
Ours never ended…

Your feelings I cannot reason
My reasons you will someday feel…



Under the Ulysses of undying unrest
Endless explanations endure the test
Her hiatus heals as the hour ticks
Idiosyncratic illusions ire in bricks

Emptiness

A message from you comes from my eyes
Feelings haunt and tear the veil
Exposing the naked me
Halting and tarnishing the inner me

Feelings are mirages of illusions
How strong is the feeling of illusions...
The illusion of feelings?

The familiarity of pain never disappoints
Elating me everytime it arrives
Making me feel...
The best I ever can

I miss you beyond meanings and ideas
Maybe I just miss myself crying for you...
For I don’t feel truth anymore

Just another chance I reined
To believe in my innocence
Or just be guilty and feel the pain?
Our pages of eternity are forever dusted and drained...

The thought of you is haunting
Words listen as silence speaks
But I did see you...
Standing there and helplessly waiting for you

Pain was always pleasurable
You were kind to give it to me...

My love is timeless
My sadness is fearless

I wished to always say...
The veil was there for you to discover
Science & Art flow like Water & Air
Needing us more than we care

A beautiful ending it was
A sad beginning it caused

Is it really true?

“I am because you are,
We exist in this age.
Waiting to be loved,
Hating to be loved.”


Something about it can never be true
Someone without it is never true


WHY goes to the HOW and shimmers with the WHEN
Time wraps the best in a velvet rosette.


Live it, Feel it, Heal it
Just to believe in it?


Lust plays the Icebreaker as Love Dances with Reason

The poem undulates on paper
I just stare and wonder.

Is it really true?
I ask you.

Unsung Ambiguity

Feelings whisper as thoughts maneuver
Do Undulations govern us?
Coherence in ambiguity is an asset
Unsung melancholies...our deepest secrets

Shimmering light dipping in ideas
Escalating wishes intruding unsolicited dreams
Beauty meandering... as destiny dances

Siege of money and morals
Battle of self and society
War of illusion and reality

Zoom in to zoom out
Chaos is the blessed order
On the basis of biasness
Nature is the only truth.

Implicit drives to question
Explicit understandings to fear

Why then do we yearn for...?
The Perfect Life.