Structualism

Beyond and beneath the blue sea breeze
A desperate sailor disguises her despair
She scorns her sojourn in this succulent structure
Asking me to analyze its alluring rupture
Warning me not to wane her pain…
Gorgeously I graft away in grains


You see me out there and invite us
Conniving and twisting at your will
Changing and deforming as you will
Making me twist along side
A structure you are now
Do watch out for me…

You see me but I cannot see you
I feel you but you don’t wish to
You are everywhere
I am right here
Thinking...

I eat, sleep and live because of you
I wonder how you gave me the right to think!
With disillusioned eyes I often blink…
I am your slave…I think!

Did I exist for you?
You certainly do
Did you ever care?
I gave my life for you…

Hierarchies I never loved
But I see it in you.
I conquer you only to my hate
Please… set me free to my fate!

You exist in empty spaces
Still...I search for your traces
You make me and my fellow beings
Who gave you the right?
My brother loathes me…
Are you ashamed?
Yet, I bow to you…
Now... do you care?

Hope is the cause and cure
With you I will never be sure
My body is naked because you
It wants to be naked without you

Our ideas are your words
Your words submerge our ideas
My wisdom adds to your knowledge
Your knowledge ousts my wisdom

But when I overpower you
Illusions exists beyond you
For a while, your existence is true

We exist in our duality
I come from you
Into you
Still not you
Still within you

I try and understand your shapes
Only to forge your clandestine drapes

I feel the ability to transcend atoms
I fear the agility to transcend you

I seek my own freedom
You seek your own protection

Endless journeys begin with an ending
Ours never ended…

Your feelings I cannot reason
My reasons you will someday feel…



Under the Ulysses of undying unrest
Endless explanations endure the test
Her hiatus heals as the hour ticks
Idiosyncratic illusions ire in bricks