I am...

An artist by nature
A manager by profession
An intellectual by liking
A philanthropist by heart
A bastard by wisdom
A friend of emotions
A lover in my dreams
The one in reality

Is my change a reality?
How real is my change?
I am understanding how to live my life
I am believing I can live my life
I am feeling happiness again in my life

Friends is not what I need
Love is not my greed
Hatred is not to my breed
Sex is not my feed

My mind is the creator and destroyer of reality
My values define honesty without duality
There is egoism reaching out with humbleness
There is a confidence with fumbleness
I am a child realizing I was cocooned for a long time
My past was a gift from the spirit and the present is just fine
I have become an idealist with practicality
Accumulated wisdom which is a vitality
Every failure kills me deep from inside
Obvious mistakes in my subconscious mind reside

Many times I sound like an arrogant bastard
I am not self obsessed though I do have problems liking people
Emotional intelligence is present and its just the icing on the cake
Politeness comes naturally for genuine people
Insight comes for the others.
I am not the one in many visualizations and ideologies
There is hypocrisy and the want to be the best
Maturity sinks below dignity and mistakes rise beyond the horizon.


I wait for synchronous thinking
I wait for psychological linking
Confusions has been deep routed in the subconscious
Logic is the base for the conscious
The iceberg has to be melted
“It’s a possibility” I have felt it.
Too many quotes as the pacemaker
Too many mistakes as the wisdom maker
A longing for love and lust for sex
Contradictory thinking and enlightened zest.