Birthday

Born and Celebrate

No hate, no mistakes

Only love, cake and distaste

I can't smile anymore

So lost I am

I can't pretend to like you

Or like myself

It's not working anymore

Why was I born

Certainly not to celebrate

Remembering the haste

Childhood, Schools, Teachers and Waste

Nothing much of value

Waiting for future fortunes which never came

Now I am here

All alone

No one to speak or read my poetry

What a waste it all was

Saving the World

Saving ourselves

What did we even gain?

Leaders came and lost

They spoke and I got lost

Spiritual, Business, Arts, Academic, Sports

Its all the same

Inflated egos and lifestyles

One man to lead

Rest to follow

My miseries I swallow

Never got why this even is

Why can't we be friends?

Its my birthday again

Another year of misery and failures

Another year of loosing it all

Yet I need to smile when you say

Happy Birthday!!!!

I am not happy

Its not my birthday

There is no time

There is no space

Just existence

Forever was

Forever is

I am the creator

I am the created

No time for cake

No mistakes or distastes

Just existence