Don't Lie

Heaven's cry until the end of time

Don't lie my child
Nothing will be fine.

Sometimes, its just the way
You are being driven astray

Don't submit to everything
Don't submit for nothing

My tears speak and words feel

Don't lie my child
Everything will be fine.

I am the one

Visit the words and vanquish the idea
Imagine the thought and indulge the being

Presence diminishes and prejudice kills the illusion
Sometimes its me, sometimes its me, waiting to be

Repeat the words and resound in it
I am the one.

While I am lost

While I am lost
Say a few words for me
Wish me luck in this sojourn
For I am never to return

While I am lost
Sing a few lullabies
Wish me death
For I ousted this test

While I am lost
Swell some limericks
Laugh at me in vain
For I am leaving again

While I am lost
Swish some symphonies
Love me some more
For I love you no more

While I am lost
Give me another cause
Wish me some pain
For the darkness should remain

While I am lost
Feed me to your thoughts
Ask me why you ever listened
For I never listened

Birthdays

Sing the hallowed songs of joy
For another year I live with this toy
Just to see if it ever stops
Just to see if it ever stalks

Birthdays come and they stay
Only to haunt me every day
How I stare at you
How you shy away

Is there a guilt you harbor?
Is there a morality you harbor?
There is a life I truly harbor.

Colder, Bolder and older
That is not what I told her
Warmer, wiser and weaker
Wish I could speak to her

In all my weakness lies all my strength
In all my fears lies all my courage
In all my love lies all my hate


Oblivious to all the contradiction
Oblivious to all the pain
You choose to make me sane

Vindicate me, O holy Chaos
From this world of persistent soldiers
Into the world of poignant explorers

Render me another birthday
One I wish would stay.