So its you again...
We have lifetimes together
It really does hurt
To walk in hopes of reaching the Stars
Yet I do try
Only to touch what is real
Someday I will learn
How to succeed
How to lay eggs for spring to come
How to wait for magic
For my time will come
Am tired of pretending
That perfect rhyme and story
I surely failed
For failure won't come
Just stillness in pieces
That wait till eternity
Till failure finally falls
Even death hails its call
What to do
Where to go
For I have failed
There is no more hope
No path No shore No friends No foe
Art Science Technology Philosophy
I tried a hand at all
Somehow never reached home
I did leave home though
Just lost my stride and ride
Fell short and wide
I am not sad
Just confused
How long to wait
For Beauty and Grace
Money and Pride
Love and Hate
It's all numb now
No where to go
Destroyed dreams
Disturbed reality
Simply waiting
For light darkness might and what's right
Deep down I see my fault
Poor vision Poor mind Poor skills Poor time
It was all me
Dreams of Infinity
Baseless Reality
Decades lost
Now I wonder
Was it better to have settled?
Life of mediocrity
Surviving another day
Just to fit in and be sane
Be a sheep and make hay
But I chose to be insane
Be unreasonable till my dying breath
I came with nothing
I will go with nothing
Still I got everything
You can never defeat me
For, I never wanted to win
